to this life. Some days it is harder than others. Some days I think longingly of days gone by; happy times with Jim and watching my children grow. However the sheer joy of being alive is always with me.
The doctor visits and tests at times seem more than I can bear. I am a fighter and so I deal with it. I am always grateful to see another day.
It has been almost one year since I started using the C-pap mask. I have to see the pulmonary doctor in March. Medicare and Health Alliance together have paid for most of the cost of it. I guess I am sleeping better. At least I was told that I would. I still have sleepless nights occasionally if I go to bed with some worrying thing on my mind.
“No one longs to live more than someone growing old.”
~ Sophocles ~